Quote# 9894
one nite i waz sitting on my bed starring into space, then i see a figure appear in front of me. It waz him standin before me. Weird thing is he looked exactly like me, except his eyes where pure black., It waz pretty freaky becuz he was outta my body talkin to me. He went away for a while, i would still feel him sometimes, but for some reason hes been really buggin me. Any ideas y? And in a dream he told me to becarful on 6/6/06. I kinda understand why he would tell me to be careful its the devils day, but what scares me is what he will do. When he overcomes me, i do shit i dont mean to. Any help. Also the other day my friend asked me if i believe in god three times. Something inside me made me deny god. Sound familier.
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Every time i try goin back to god though, he hurts me bad.the other day i prayed for my friend, and i wear a cross around my neck. When i waz praying i had to take off my cross becuz it started to burn my throat. Then when i took it off i had to fight him from comming out.
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He tries to cut me. He tries to hurt my loved ones and he tries to kill me from the inside. Im only 14 yet i dont understand why i go through this. I used to be a satanist, but i put my faith back in god and everything went to shit. One time when he was out fully, i waz in a fight, and he tried to kill the kid i waz fighting. He started to choke the kid and i had to have 5 guys pull me off.
Disturbed1,
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